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as promise, this is the 2nd post . however it might not be as cheerful n happy as the previous one =( well, alot happened recently in church, so much that i will take two days to finish if i go in depth . Anyway i just want to say i am not angry, just sad n kinda lost i guess . If you want to push all the blame on me as always, there is nothing i can do but most importantly THERE IS SERIOUSLY NOTHING I WANT TO DO ABT IT . You blame me for forcing you to tell out the truth, but did you ever realize why is she so F***king angry with you ? You think is because she jealous and can't accept the fact that she has lost to him ? well i tell you, she is not angry at him ! cause she aldy treated him as friend for your sake ! she accepted him ! she is so angry because YOU LIED TO HER ! she gave you so many chances to change and stop lying to her but you nv did cherish . why can't you just admitted it from the start on OCT 10 that you are together ? can you imagine what's her reaction is you waited till her last paper ? another evidence that she was angry because you lied to her was that when you msg her abt it, she congratulated you ! she also like someone else aldy ! she was happy for you n him ! but what triggered everything was when you said it started at oct 10 n you have been lying again ! btw DON'T SAY THAT YOU NV BLAME ME FOR FORCING OUT THE TRUTH ! i was clearing my hp inbox ytd n i saw the msg again ! so care to tell me what the hell you mean by the "SEE LAH" ? don't give me all the crap again ! when i confronted you abt what it meant thru msg, you told me DONT KNOW . Great ans man ! BULLSHIT ! im sad because i really lost all the confidence in all our friendship with everyone n i hate this feeling ! rmb vanessa asked you this : do you think that we will still be like this 10 yrs down the road ? i confidently said yes n you did too ! didn you realize that it is a promise ? well i seriously dont think you do . but i took it as a promise . mayb im the only fool that took it as a promise . i really dont know what to do, lost... i guess all good things must come to an end ? even if it is the most precious friendship n all the happy moments we shared ? i cant let it go cant bear to... i dont think you even BOTHER ! but why i cant be like you ! prove me wrong, prove to me you care ! not by crying and when tears dry up no actions done ! these makes your tears worth NOTHING ! n it seems like you are not sincere ! if crying can help solve all the problems in the world , i wont mind crying throughout my whole life ! face it ! take actions ! i dun wan to let it go....


Monday, November 17, 2008 ' friends ? as promise, this is the 2nd post . however it might not be as cheerful n happy as the previous one =( well, alot happened recently in church, so much that i will take two days to finish if i go in depth . Anyway i just want to say i am not angry, just sad n kinda lost i guess . If you want to push all the blame on me as always, there is nothing i can do but most importantly THERE IS SERIOUSLY NOTHING I WANT TO DO ABT IT . You blame me for forcing you to tell out the truth, but did you ever realize why is she so F***king angry with you ? You think is because she jealous and can't accept the fact that she has lost to him ? well i tell you, she is not angry at him ! cause she aldy treated him as friend for your sake ! she accepted him ! she is so angry because YOU LIED TO HER ! she gave you so many chances to change and stop lying to her but you nv did cherish . why can't you just admitted it from the start on OCT 10 that you are together ? can you imagine what's her reaction is you waited till her last paper ? another evidence that she was angry because you lied to her was that when you msg her abt it, she congratulated you ! she also like someone else aldy ! she was happy for you n him ! but what triggered everything was when you said it started at oct 10 n you have been lying again ! btw DON'T SAY THAT YOU NV BLAME ME FOR FORCING OUT THE TRUTH ! i was clearing my hp inbox ytd n i saw the msg again ! so care to tell me what the hell you mean by the "SEE LAH" ? don't give me all the crap again ! when i confronted you abt what it meant thru msg, you told me DONT KNOW . Great ans man ! BULLSHIT ! im sad because i really lost all the confidence in all our friendship with everyone n i hate this feeling ! rmb vanessa asked you this : do you think that we will still be like this 10 yrs down the road ? i confidently said yes n you did too ! didn you realize that it is a promise ? well i seriously dont think you do . but i took it as a promise . mayb im the only fool that took it as a promise . i really dont know what to do, lost... i guess all good things must come to an end ? even if it is the most precious friendship n all the happy moments we shared ? i cant let it go cant bear to... i dont think you even BOTHER ! but why i cant be like you ! prove me wrong, prove to me you care ! not by crying and when tears dry up no actions done ! these makes your tears worth NOTHING ! n it seems like you are not sincere ! if crying can help solve all the problems in the world , i wont mind crying throughout my whole life ! face it ! take actions ! i dun wan to let it go....		YO peeps ! My Name is Wan Cin Lee. Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and... I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play). so basically, im kinda crappy and i will term myself as cockster(new word i learn). These are my commitments: St Anthony's NEO CATECHUMENAL WAY Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter Speak Out! Friends Crystal Joey Kew Lumpy Vera ann Victoria Arielle Fan Dear Jes Dear Jie Min Nina Susana Yi Jun Yong Qiang Yun Hui Crabby Afif Derek Ghaz Hidayat Ridhwan Charmaine SHORT and royal preethi Sabrina AS Suhaimi Persis shi shi Leonard Sir JJ sir QX Sir Ben 10 Celeste Daniela Eugene Jamie Jason Jia Min Jeslyn Jeslyn Mards BABE Pei Ling Shu Ying Subha Zhiqian VIP RCY NDP 2009 Gui Feng JiaQi Jieqi Tricia LiTian Da Ge Tricia Cherlyn Faye Hawa May Memories November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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