Tuesday, March 31, 2009 '

Sunday, March 29, 2009 '

for JWSS FES !

Thursday, March 26, 2009 '

last training

us with their gifts=) *touched*

somtimes im really wondering... where were those days that we used to listen to each other and then talk things out. its seems harder and harder as days goes by. you seem to bring me down always. really. not really down as in down down but in terms of being happy. my happiness will forever be swayed by you. i dont know why. whenever im happy you forever seems to be bringing me down. making me sad by the things you do or even just by your mood. for all you know i might be leaving cause of you. serious. i dun wan to spoil the friendship we have, thus the best way might be for me to leave. at least in that way, we will still be going out ogether calling each other to talk our hearts out. we will nv break off the friendship we built. i was trying to explain things in a nice way. just for your info, we wanted to use these songs coz we had an idea of wha to do with the pics in these songs and how to related the songs to the pics. i was trying to tell you that. i got no problems with changeing songs. but its just that we aldy decide on the first meeting. you can check the minutes of meeting if you want to.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 '

to my fren !

this is jia min. i promise to post this cause i really want to thank her alot alot. i really duno how to express the gratitude i have for her. she is the only one that will go all out for a fren.

1. she accompany me to queensway to look for black shoes
2. she folo me to CPF board to settle some stuff
3. she is involve in speech day with me
4. she listens to my craps
5. she talks cock with me
6. she laughs at my lameness
7. we talk about everything under the sun
8. she knows my deepest secret(shhh..!)(i knows hers too)
9. she is the only one that lends me her ear unconditionally
10. she is thr when i emo
11. she is thr when im tired
12. she gives me suggestion abt everything(including relationships)
13. we influence each other like mad
14. she waits for me to comb my bad hair(though she complains too)[not that im vain but i had bad hair day=( ]
15. we are often late in meeting pple
16. we share videos(not dirty videos luh)
17. we both often sleep late
18. we both have 1 ex boyfriend

thanks girl for all the stuff i mention ! was feeling kinda low today. aft i reach skl for speech day training, i started to feel low. couldnt really concentrate on NCC training aft speech day. duno why. recently i keep feeling down. like that day aft arts fest, when i was going home and on the bus. i suddenly just kept so quiet. dun wan to talk or anything. just wan to sit and emo. hahs ! weird me ! mood swing ? i rarely have that leh ! anyway thats all luh=) this post suppose to dedicate to JIA MIN !

Sunday, March 22, 2009 '

tour...

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 '

emo-ing

i just realize something. nxt sat is 28 march. one more week left for me to hang out with them ? is like i suddenly duno what to do from monday to thurs. usually i will go back skl to help them. and its so weird not going to help them. like something is missing. thinking abt the days aft 28 march makes me emo. i suddenly got this thinking : will we still be as close ? joking and crapping ard like we have known each other for 10 thousand yrs. will we turn out to be another hi bye friends ? i really hope not. and you know what ? that day they sang All About You by Mcfly. OMG ! im so shock. make all my old memories flood back in my mind. something quite true abt the lyrics though. YES ! YOU'VE MADE MY LIFE WORTHWHILE ! they certainly did make my life worthwhile. i rmb someone ever told me. Life is like a MRT ride. there will be many stops, at each stop you will mit all sorts of pple and get all sorts of memory; be it bad or good. some will even make you feel you cant bear to part with. but you still have to move on. cause there are still many stops ahead of you. and no matter which stop you alight at, you cant be there forever. even if you are not moving, the pple at that stop will move too. but i really wan to thank all of you. really. thanks for being part of my life. making me feel that i had made the right choice of going back. if i hadn't gone back, then i guess i would had nv met you guys. and thanks for keeping me occupied and making me see the direction im heading towards can be a rich and fulfilling one. Thanks alot !

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 '

back from camp !

im still feeling dead and tired. and great news, my nose ran off too. they are taking MC from me. hopefully MC only 1-2 days. haiz. anyway had been in rain for 2 days. sun and ytd. coz we went out of skl for some activity during camp and it RAINED ! then some didnt bring poncho so had to sacrifice. but the rain was scary. it blew 2 trees off the ground. was feaking tired aft camp. slept from ytd 8.30pm till this morning 11am ! woohoo ! but im still tired. coz i didnt have at least 10 hrs of sleep per day from friday till monday ! and my bad backache seems to be getting worse. hurt when i sit, hurt when i stand even when i lie down doesnt work. anything i do doesnt help at all. have done X-ray before but everything is alright leh. mayb i should consult specialist like what my brother recommended. shall see how. anyway this sat is ARTS FEST FINALS ! ok im excited ! and hopefully friday im going out ! guess with who ?=D hahas ! this week will be my resting time !

Thursday, March 12, 2009 '

sorry guys ! couldn't be with you all today ! but hope that you all got learn the new step ! anyway shall make up to you all tml ! tml got FDS agn ! hahas ! anyway HIDAYAT step on ME today ! ok ! i know you apologize. apology accepted=) and AFIF, you still owe me milk ! ahahahs ! well the girls are also ok today, the drills a bit of problem but hopefully i can help ! made them see their own mistakes and talk nicely to them. great start i guess. but worse come to worse gotta lecture them. sianed~ not looking forward to the camp... thinking of going on day 1 evening. dun wan to be there on pre camp. just tired coz im gonna have a long saturday. haiz... still thinking of whether to go on pre camp...

PS: your reasons are abit too vague. if you got a very strong point, i dont mind the tone you used. but i think there are loopholes in your reasons. so i still bu gan xin.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 '

mixed feelings....

WooHoo ! later having NCC and Speech day training ! And i have a few new movements for them to add in !!!!!!!!!! yeah !!!!!!! damn excited !!!! *super high*

but on the other hand, i feel that its kinda sucky abt it (not NCC and Speech Day). its like more of an obligation now ?! lame lah ! its crap ! i dun even have the rights to choose ? isn't it suppose to be more of freewill ? being in there means i cannot do what i want ! please ! from the start we dun even noe how to choose ? when we ask, all the ans we get is not relevant ? why cant you just tel us ? let us all have a clearer picture. what's there to hide anyway ?

gtg now ! GOING TO SKL !!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 8, 2009 '

congratulations guys !

they won ! they did it ! OMG ! sorry i couldn't be there to witness the event ! so now must work harder ! 2 more weeks to finals ! i believe you all can do it ! you had shown me the miracle ! i know you all will show it agn ! and i will surely be there to witness it happen ! no matter what i will be there !
suddenly i feel i only have 70% of fuel left to keep the fire burning. i dont know how long the 70% will last or whether it will increase or decrease. but when it reaches 0%, i guess i will leave...

Saturday, March 7, 2009 '

Disappointment, Lost ? just feeling down

another sleepless night ? i guess so... but tml got NDP ! so die oso must sleep. had been a long week with so many happenings. down to school almost everyday to help NCC with their FDS. actually all i wanted and all my intention was to gain back the lost connections between the UGs. my thinking is when you are out there in your own UG competition, pple recognize you by the school you come from, not the UG you come from. and its really nice to have someone there from your skl supporting you in any events. when we have our competition, they help us too, isn't it ? i believe that its my skl that nurture me into what i am today. no matter what, without the existence of the school, there will be no CCAs. its good to be bonded and gel to your own CCAs but dun forget that it is the school that allows this to happen too. now i really thinking, A or B ? i put in so much effort, i just want to see them in their final show. really want to. its like bringing a child up and finally getting to see him graduate from University. its not because its an eye opener for me but more to the bond we build, the friendship we had, the crappiness we shared and the ideas we suggested to form up the whole drill. it is support we had on one another that make this a sucess. though the results are unpredictable but its the process that matter. the times we shared was short but long enough for me to remember for life. i strongly believe its by fated we meet. cause there are too many IFs in this world. IF there was no competition, IF you all had the drills done up, IF IF IF... just too many so i choose to believe in fate. but you guys certainly inspired me. im still learning and i certainly learnt alot from you guys ! thanks ! if i cant be there physically, rmb i wil still be supporting you all ! im still pondering pondering pondering.....

Wednesday, March 4, 2009 '

NCC all the way ~

haha ! went back to school today agn ! to train the NCC guys ! cannot use boys lorz ! today kena SUAN by them when i accidentally address one of them as boy~ lols ! anyway starting from wed i like be a monster !!!! but i dun think i can ever be a monster to the NCC guys coz they are really jokers ! guys, just in case you didn't know, when you all are serious and doing it properly, you guys can do it ! just that your moves aren't sharp enough. can train de ! Good luck for your competition ! think i couldn't be there=( afif ! drink more susu ! then wont blur ! be more like crab ! good example luh !=)

Monday, March 2, 2009 '

thoughts...

today i went down to help NCC with their FDS (free style drills). they really can make you laugh, and is really laugh your hearts out ! really really funny ! cute lahz ! mayb thats their special point=) anyway its a great experience to start a week, at least i will be looking forward to everyday of this week. it makes me think back at the times when i was a NCO. working frequently with NCC and hoping to that our camp might fall on the same day. those were the days i wanted to be NCC CLT. but i was told that even if im a CLT, most prob i wont get posted back to JWSS coz my skl is NCC boys ! saded ! so i drop the idea. just wondering..how come we got so close to NCC when i was NCO, or should i say that for my yrs as an NCO all the UGs were kinda close, like one family. mayb its coz all the leaders in the UGs are all my friends. we were all good friends in class and mayb the bond we had in class is brought into our individual UGs. its nice to know that no matter what happens, there are other UGs supporting you always=) hope the bridge we build will nv be broken ! anyway haven been blogging for long coz for every event that i want to blog and every pic i wan to upload, its aldy up in someone's blog.(Jia Min, Mards etc.) so yeah nothing much to talk abt ! just that i LOVE saturdays ! coz of NDP'09 ! haha ! anyway i have been really thinking alot in this week. almost every night i couldn't sleep. rolling here and there trying to find a most comfortable spot but thoughts keep running in my head. argh ! went for lent announcement and something really struck me.. its like an ans to all my "no-ans-questions". suddenly saw a light out of nowhere.. mayb its good to quietly sit and listen once in awhile coz the results are really unexpected. though i still have alot of questions and thoughts but it really sums up everything, a good way to end a week i guess. oh ya ! this is what struck me : we are forever asking God to change this change that, change my parents, change my wife/husband, change my children. forever not satisfied! the first thought that came to my mind was : why are we so selfish ? why doesn't anyone ask God to change him or herself to accept his parents, husbands/wife, children ? i guess it coz of human nature ? that we are all too proud ? its really hard to put down our pride and humble ourselves totally to ask God to change ourselves to accept. instead we are forever hoping that every single thing will go in our way. a little mistakes is also unacceptable. but do we realize that the world doesn't revolve ard us only ? mayb some of you think that i nv ever thought that the world revolve ard me only. but wait, think, have you complained abt anything and just hope that everything will go in your way. i believe everyone of us have this thinking before. mayb we are even too proud to admit, or too afraid to lose. well im like that, but im trying hard to ask God to allow me to accept everything instead of to change my surroundings. sometimes i like going to church coz it makes me think abt my character. makes me reflect alot=) hopefully im changing for the better !

PS: sometimes i wonder, isit the world we are living in that makes us what we are now ? the surroundings might be the main factor and it might be the one with the greatest impact, that turns us all into selfish & proud people. even if we seemed to be selfless, that might just be a mask we put on, so that we could achieve something. but once its remove, the ugliest side of man may prevails.

YO peeps ! My Name is Wan Cin Lee.
Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and...
I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play).
so basically, im kinda crappy and i will term myself as cockster(new word i learn).
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