Wednesday, April 29, 2009 '
surprise !
ytd i went for word agn. but this time i grab aaron and vera along cause we celebrated victoria's birthday ! we went over to her house aft word by cab coz we tot that we will be late ! apparently we waited till 10.15 then she reach home. she damn shock lor ! and she cant get over the fact that we lied to her ! damn funny ! when the room was filled with silence.... she will go : wahlao ! ni men pian wo !(wahlao ! you all lie to me !) hahs ! then we keep teasing her about it. joke lor ! hahs ! so we end up talking and playing till very late and slept at her house ! anyway ytd's theme was woman. learn quite abit from vanessa's general intro. but the gospel is one that touched me. its about 10 bridegrooms who was waiting for the arrival of the groom. and it is telling us to be prepared for the arrival of the messiah. it made of think of what i have learnt in RCIY. i realize that by learning all the commandments and understanding it fully, it is preparing me for his arrival. so that i wont have to panic and can be all ready when i have to go. anyway took lots of pic ytd ! will upload nxt tym !

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Sunday, April 26, 2009 '
back !
hello pple ! very very long nv blog ! okok.. shall update a little on my weekend. had a terrible friday night ! my parents werent at home. they went for retreat. then i felt sick ! but not serious kind lah. just a very very bad headache that woke me up many times in the night. finally i gave up and took panadole with a cup of milo(cant take panadole with empty tummy !) then it got worse ! felt like vomiting ! so nauseous and was sweating like mad but my parents were not home and i dun wan disturb my brother coz he needs to work on sat morning. so i prayed and prayed, and eventually feel asleep. woke up in the morning then had diahorrea=( then make my way to HQ. felt very weak and wanted to excuse myself from ndp but im worried there might not be enough pple so just prayed hard and went ahead. and i was okay ! managed to survive ! yeah yeah ! and i went church too ! hahs ! ok so now im so freaking tired. oh ya ! i rmb something i want to share ! went for word on tues, then the general intro was good. mayb it touches me. thats why... the theme was power and somehow, this was what caught my attention: the opposite of power is weakness. to me, the meaning of power is satisfaction. im never satisfied with anything. i tend to go on searching for more and more until i fall terribly. but he will pick me up and made me realize that only thru him, i can be satisfied. but then i was not convinced, aft i have recovered, i will move away from him agn. and the cycle keeps repeating. i realized im nobody without him. to be put it in a uglier way, im just a weakling. though it may seems like im determine to go back to the comm but i duno how long it will last and the cycle might just repeats. so i really hope that i can try to keep his day holy, to go church at least once a week...

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Monday, April 20, 2009 '
going back
decided... im going back. back to comm. hopefully i can keep my promise. i guess i need to balance out my life. seriously. and i guess thats my weakness. i nv know how to keep a balance. and the consequences are bad=(

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009 '
Easter=)
hmm... haven been updating for a few days ? okok, i shall start with my busy weekends. friday was Good Friday. went for st francis chinese mass then went jp to find Easter Vigil clothes. so last minute ! coz i had been really really busy. but i guess im bad. coz i actually had no time for God. haiz. but i really tried to give my time to God. at least for the holy week. i think it is really holy for me coz i had been to church almost everyday.

tues-penitential
wed-Easter announcement
thurs-home
fri-good friday mass
sat-Easter Vigil
sun-Easter dinner

see ! but i just im only "part time" of catholic ? thats what i have conclude myself as when i heard a priest did his homily. but anyway Easter Vigil with Neo-cat was great ! honestly i didnt want to go coz i had to rush back from NDP and then go for Easter. it was really tiring for me and i was fasting from lunch and dinner. totally worn out and had a bad headache when i reached home. but im glad God brought me there. and it really feel great to be in the familiar surrounding, talk and catching up with my frens. and it definitely feels greater to hear the familiar guitar and drum sounds. and of course the familiar songs. but this yr's Easter is kinda weird without my dad ard. he was needed at work(night shift). haiz. but anyway regretted not dancing in the ending song. cyprian lah ! tsk ! if he really go, i would join him ! hahs ! no luh, provided vera join me=) anyway took quite a few photos.


Easter dinner


vera me aaron (im the twin tower bridge lor ! WTH !)

Easter Vigil


vera me victoria ( AGN ! me the bridge !)


me vera=)

see lah ! the pics so blur ! ask vera use my 3.2pixels phone dun wan ! hahs ! joking lah ! yeah i know your hp is great ! nice hp coz got front camera. blah blah blah ! *sobs* i suddenly miss them so much=( I WANT OUTING !!!!!!!!! like last time. we keep going out. see each other till like..... hahs ! i guess i still prefering going sentosa with you all coz we really talk out hearts out there. somehow going there with others doesnt feel right and isnt as fun. i guess its because we will always feel excited about going out with each other=) and of course our fav hangout ! the room ! and all the stupid dirty jokes will come out. what aaron wants to book room with P...A lah and all sorts of nonsense ! hahs ! haiz enough about them. make me emo only=( now i should be thinking of who can i bring to the talk for new comm ? die die ! and im worried that vera might need to go to the new comm ! ohno ! then will we be separated ? or will we all go tog ?=( hmm...






Thursday, April 9, 2009 '
today i witness an event. though its not very grand but it affected me. its the JWSS passing out parade. to my dearest NCOs that are passing out, all the best and good luck in everything you do. MUST study hor ! Os and Ns coming aldy ! times certainly past fast. its as if everything was just yesterday. and i watch this advertisement that really shows how i felt today. it was all the imperfections we saw together that made the perfections we felt in our heart. because of the imperfections we see, we joked and made fun of it tog, creating perfect memories for us. the memories whereby we will rmb for life. and in a way, it perfected all the little lives of ours. but im really gonna missed all these times. esp with my love R.preethi ! my beloved ! too bad for RAH... preethi is mine !=) hahs ! hope that you guys will come back once in awhile to see the unit=)






Thursday, April 2, 2009 '
finally=)
today was spent with jason and mards babe. well, we finished the video ! woohoo ! anyway loads of crap done today. well, obviously ! got me and mards babe leh ! if there were no crap today, i guess the sky will fall. hahs ! but seriously WE ARE DONE WITH THE VIDEO ! ~happy~ anyway we had 3 months plus to do but we extended the time to 3 months plus and 2 weeks. manage to finish on time !=) but i sure will not volunteer nxt yr. really. hahs ! aft we finish, we went to take some photos. at swimming pool. a children's one though.








thanks for waking me up. finally im awake. came to my senses. gone were the days we used to spent together. i refused to admit at first but today i finally realize, i was the only stupid fool who believes that all could be saved and everything will change if i tried to pull us back together. mayb what she said is true. we arent exactly close to each other and in fact we dont even understand each other. we are just close coz we have the same thinking and enjoy each other's company. but we never really open our hearts to one another thus it doesnt matter if we still hang out tog. but i sincerely wish you guys all the best.





 
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