Thursday, March 25, 2010 '

yes it's my fault, i busybody. i shouldnt have volunteered. mayb i shouldnt have even bother to volunteer ! bcoz after all, im only borrowing a place to stay in your house ! so no matter which corner i go to, i should be satisfied ! this to me is no longer a home, it has become a house. i rmb this story of a man taking pity on this small refugee boy, thus offering him a sweet and a word of pity. this is what he said, "so sorry that you have lost your home." but the boy replies, "i didnt lose my home, i merely lose a house to put my home in it."

this is how one defines home and i seriously think my home no longer fits this definition. it is just a place that feeds me and give me shelter. nothing more than that. and the common thing these people in this "home" have with me are just the same blood flowing in our body. and the same surname. nothing else. .

and i guess i only can be satisfied. at least i dun have to live in fear. i dun have to worry about people killing me. i am not threaten in anyway. yes, mayb if i forever just think like these, i can pull it thru.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 '

cinlee's conclusion about vulgarities...

in secondary school, you learn all of it but use it minimally.
in poly, you stop learning but use it fully.
finally in army, you stop learning, use it fully and get scolded by it totally !
LOLS ! super randoms ! till then !

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 '

my bro's ROM (100310)

today was a hectic day ! well i shall not comment further ! those pics were the dinner after the ROM. . does it make you hungry ? hahs ! the food was not too bad. . but the servings is too much ! damn damn full man ! their banquet will most probably be in dec. . gonna get busy busy busy ! for more pics, go to my facebook and find ! i've uploaded all the pics ! woots ! nights !

Labels: may their marriage be everlasting...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010 '

tuesday...

yupps today i woke up at 445 am for some kuku ! wahlao ! and and that kuku's fren waste my effort ! after i wake up so damn early and wish him luck, he(kuku's fren) still failed ! hais ! kuku's fren waste my effort ! then sleep back and woke up at 930, suppose to accompany my mom but she disappear ! so sleep back agn till 12 plus. . followed my mom to find clothes and didnt buy in the end. . then mit up with susana and shop ! spend alot ! my bro's ROM gifts, movie ticket and all other stuffs. . broke broke broke !

dear john is quite slow moving but overall i think its okay. . not exactly very very good but quite meaningful towards the part about time. . yupp, be it 2 weeks or 2 months, time will pass. . and i believe love over rides everything. . time, distance etc etc. . love wins, love always win =)

Monday, March 8, 2010 '

it's a monday...

woots ~ spend the whole day slacking at home ! didnt do much either. . wanted to watch red cliff but i spent the whole afternoon searching for a song AND I DIDNT FIND IT ! shits ! didnt manage to fb much too =( planning to chiong all my fb games but ....... oh well, i still have another 3 weeks ! tml im going out with susana !!! woots ! going to catch dear john ! woohoo ! planning to catch 3 movies during this holiday, dear john, being human and happy go lucky ! but i need to work too ! damn broke ! grr !!! well. . really need to start saving. . broke broke broke.....

2 days left !

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holidayssssss............

okays i wanted to post this ytd but i just didnt feel like sitting in front of my lappy. . anyways im having holidaysss ! like finally !!! but im so not interested to see my results =( marketing sure gone case ! =( damn sad man ! wahlao ! hais ! i got A for marketing CA but exams..... hais... hmm... hopefully the markers can give me credit for bullshitting and cock talking ? *praying* back to main point. . now that exams are over, hopefully i can watch all the movies i have in my lappy, watch all the dramas i wanted to, and train my stamina ? hahs ! oh ya ! and i aim to update this dead blog for at least once a day ! woots ! okays actually this is gonna be a long post bcoz thr is really so much going on in my life ! i mean so much changes ! well, i shall post everything one by one. .

firstly, as said above, things i wana do. .

secondly, okays this is sth i have mixed feeling about. . okays im kinda excited about my bro's wedding nxt wed BUT im oso a bit upset. . for those who knows what happen you know lah arh. . at first chased out, next kinda kena push to be the bad person, thn no money to continue studying after DMS so yeah. . quite pissed off !!! for those who do not know, yupps, my brother is officially getting married, nxt wed, 10 march 2010. . okays not official official but going for ROM. . quite excited about it, coz i HAVE NEVER been to such events ! so COOL right !? hahs ! anyways be sure to catch those photos nxt week ! hahs ! i shall upload on my fb ! woots ! yupp im kinda like the "camera women". . hahs !

lastly, its about my future again. . i was thinking, since i dun have the money as said from my dad, then i should start working after i graduate and save up. and since im the one saving up and paying for my own studies, i really wan to go overseas !!! but will i be that brave and independent ? looking at vanessa leaving, im really really really _____ . i reflected and realise i not very sure about leaving. . thr is sth that is pulling me back. . sth about me that im scared. . i lack the determination, the courage and everything else. . it just came to me that its really not easy. . but i really wan to be independent, to be able to go out thr to see the world alone, to face every obstacle that is coming my way alone. . i have been too reliant, relying on my mom and my brother. . lotsa simple things regarding my CPF, my education, my application to schools after O lvl, registering to marathon etc etc, i depend on my brother. . and my everyday life includes my mom. . i really cant do without her. . BUT I NEED TO BREAK AWAY FROM THESE ! can i ? *doubting*

YO peeps ! My Name is Wan Cin Lee.
Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and...
I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play).
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