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today i went down to help NCC with their FDS (free style drills). they really can make you laugh, and is really laugh your hearts out ! really really funny ! cute lahz ! mayb thats their special point=) anyway its a great experience to start a week, at least i will be looking forward to everyday of this week. it makes me think back at the times when i was a NCO. working frequently with NCC and hoping to that our camp might fall on the same day. those were the days i wanted to be NCC CLT. but i was told that even if im a CLT, most prob i wont get posted back to JWSS coz my skl is NCC boys ! saded ! so i drop the idea. just wondering..how come we got so close to NCC when i was NCO, or should i say that for my yrs as an NCO all the UGs were kinda close, like one family. mayb its coz all the leaders in the UGs are all my friends. we were all good friends in class and mayb the bond we had in class is brought into our individual UGs. its nice to know that no matter what happens, there are other UGs supporting you always=) hope the bridge we build will nv be broken ! anyway haven been blogging for long coz for every event that i want to blog and every pic i wan to upload, its aldy up in someone's blog.(Jia Min, Mards etc.) so yeah nothing much to talk abt ! just that i LOVE saturdays ! coz of NDP'09 ! haha ! anyway i have been really thinking alot in this week. almost every night i couldn't sleep. rolling here and there trying to find a most comfortable spot but thoughts keep running in my head. argh ! went for lent announcement and something really struck me.. its like an ans to all my "no-ans-questions". suddenly saw a light out of nowhere.. mayb its good to quietly sit and listen once in awhile coz the results are really unexpected. though i still have alot of questions and thoughts but it really sums up everything, a good way to end a week i guess. oh ya ! this is what struck me : we are forever asking God to change this change that, change my parents, change my wife/husband, change my children. forever not satisfied! the first thought that came to my mind was : why are we so selfish ? why doesn't anyone ask God to change him or herself to accept his parents, husbands/wife, children ? i guess it coz of human nature ? that we are all too proud ? its really hard to put down our pride and humble ourselves totally to ask God to change ourselves to accept. instead we are forever hoping that every single thing will go in our way. a little mistakes is also unacceptable. but do we realize that the world doesn't revolve ard us only ? mayb some of you think that i nv ever thought that the world revolve ard me only. but wait, think, have you complained abt anything and just hope that everything will go in your way. i believe everyone of us have this thinking before. mayb we are even too proud to admit, or too afraid to lose. well im like that, but im trying hard to ask God to allow me to accept everything instead of to change my surroundings. sometimes i like going to church coz it makes me think abt my character. makes me reflect alot=) hopefully im changing for the better !

PS: sometimes i wonder, isit the world we are living in that makes us what we are now ? the surroundings might be the main factor and it might be the one with the greatest impact, that turns us all into selfish & proud people. even if we seemed to be selfless, that might just be a mask we put on, so that we could achieve something. but once its remove, the ugliest side of man may prevails.


Monday, March 2, 2009 ' thoughts... today i went down to help NCC with their FDS (free style drills). they really can make you laugh, and is really laugh your hearts out ! really really funny ! cute lahz ! mayb thats their special point=) anyway its a great experience to start a week, at least i will be looking forward to everyday of this week. it makes me think back at the times when i was a NCO. working frequently with NCC and hoping to that our camp might fall on the same day. those were the days i wanted to be NCC CLT. but i was told that even if im a CLT, most prob i wont get posted back to JWSS coz my skl is NCC boys ! saded ! so i drop the idea. just wondering..how come we got so close to NCC when i was NCO, or should i say that for my yrs as an NCO all the UGs were kinda close, like one family. mayb its coz all the leaders in the UGs are all my friends. we were all good friends in class and mayb the bond we had in class is brought into our individual UGs. its nice to know that no matter what happens, there are other UGs supporting you always=) hope the bridge we build will nv be broken ! anyway haven been blogging for long coz for every event that i want to blog and every pic i wan to upload, its aldy up in someone's blog.(Jia Min, Mards etc.) so yeah nothing much to talk abt ! just that i LOVE saturdays ! coz of NDP'09 ! haha ! anyway i have been really thinking alot in this week. almost every night i couldn't sleep. rolling here and there trying to find a most comfortable spot but thoughts keep running in my head. argh ! went for lent announcement and something really struck me.. its like an ans to all my "no-ans-questions". suddenly saw a light out of nowhere.. mayb its good to quietly sit and listen once in awhile coz the results are really unexpected. though i still have alot of questions and thoughts but it really sums up everything, a good way to end a week i guess. oh ya ! this is what struck me : we are forever asking God to change this change that, change my parents, change my wife/husband, change my children. forever not satisfied! the first thought that came to my mind was : why are we so selfish ? why doesn't anyone ask God to change him or herself to accept his parents, husbands/wife, children ? i guess it coz of human nature ? that we are all too proud ? its really hard to put down our pride and humble ourselves totally to ask God to change ourselves to accept. instead we are forever hoping that every single thing will go in our way. a little mistakes is also unacceptable. but do we realize that the world doesn't revolve ard us only ? mayb some of you think that i nv ever thought that the world revolve ard me only. but wait, think, have you complained abt anything and just hope that everything will go in your way. i believe everyone of us have this thinking before. mayb we are even too proud to admit, or too afraid to lose. well im like that, but im trying hard to ask God to allow me to accept everything instead of to change my surroundings. sometimes i like going to church coz it makes me think abt my character. makes me reflect alot=) hopefully im changing for the better ! PS: sometimes i wonder, isit the world we are living in that makes us what we are now ? the surroundings might be the main factor and it might be the one with the greatest impact, that turns us all into selfish & proud people. even if we seemed to be selfless, that might just be a mask we put on, so that we could achieve something. but once its remove, the ugliest side of man may prevails.		YO peeps ! My Name is Wan Cin Lee. Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and... I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play). so basically, im kinda crappy and i will term myself as cockster(new word i learn). These are my commitments: St Anthony's NEO CATECHUMENAL WAY Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter Speak Out! Friends Crystal Joey Kew Lumpy Vera ann Victoria Arielle Fan Dear Jes Dear Jie Min Nina Susana Yi Jun Yong Qiang Yun Hui Crabby Afif Derek Ghaz Hidayat Ridhwan Charmaine SHORT and royal preethi Sabrina AS Suhaimi Persis shi shi Leonard Sir JJ sir QX Sir Ben 10 Celeste Daniela Eugene Jamie Jason Jia Min Jeslyn Jeslyn Mards BABE Pei Ling Shu Ying Subha Zhiqian VIP RCY NDP 2009 Gui Feng JiaQi Jieqi Tricia LiTian Da Ge Tricia Cherlyn Faye Hawa May Memories November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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