Sunday, April 26, 2009 '

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hello pple ! very very long nv blog ! okok.. shall update a little on my weekend. had a terrible friday night ! my parents werent at home. they went for retreat. then i felt sick ! but not serious kind lah. just a very very bad headache that woke me up many times in the night. finally i gave up and took panadole with a cup of milo(cant take panadole with empty tummy !) then it got worse ! felt like vomiting ! so nauseous and was sweating like mad but my parents were not home and i dun wan disturb my brother coz he needs to work on sat morning. so i prayed and prayed, and eventually feel asleep. woke up in the morning then had diahorrea=( then make my way to HQ. felt very weak and wanted to excuse myself from ndp but im worried there might not be enough pple so just prayed hard and went ahead. and i was okay ! managed to survive ! yeah yeah ! and i went church too ! hahs ! ok so now im so freaking tired. oh ya ! i rmb something i want to share ! went for word on tues, then the general intro was good. mayb it touches me. thats why... the theme was power and somehow, this was what caught my attention: the opposite of power is weakness. to me, the meaning of power is satisfaction. im never satisfied with anything. i tend to go on searching for more and more until i fall terribly. but he will pick me up and made me realize that only thru him, i can be satisfied. but then i was not convinced, aft i have recovered, i will move away from him agn. and the cycle keeps repeating. i realized im nobody without him. to be put it in a uglier way, im just a weakling. though it may seems like im determine to go back to the comm but i duno how long it will last and the cycle might just repeats. so i really hope that i can try to keep his day holy, to go church at least once a week...

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YO peeps ! My Name is Wan Cin Lee.
Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and...
I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play).
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