Friday, January 22, 2010 '
hmm. . life have been hectic. . im so darn tired everyday ! like so......... hais ! anyways today i chatted with susana about the future. . im gonna be 19 soon...... and i really duno what im gonna do. . i got no plans, confused about my ambition, so unsure about my future career ! i wana do sth i like but i really got no support. . even my closest fren (not susana) said that i shouldnt sign on. . i prefer being a student, just following thru the motion of life. . dun hv to make any major decisions etc etc. . I WANA GO BACK TO MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE ! but time will only move forward and not backward. . i wana look into my future ! mayb thru a crystal ball ? like in cartoons or fairy tale ? look for a witch or wizard that has a magical crystal ball that tells the future ! but it might not be good too. . once you know your future, you might wan to change it and even if you accept them, nothing will be a surprise for you ! all will be so meaningless ! but then again, at least you know whr your life is heading ? hmm........ all i can do is to take one step at a time =(
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 '
super super tired ! but it was worth it =)
the formation is finally out but still not completed. . somehow they learn fast BUT they gotta start polishing their moves ! well well well =D
anyways individual assignment all done ! whats left is grp project and it sucks ! i simply hate grp projects ! coz its really taxing. . im dead ! i really gotta let go. . somehow, between the 2 i gotta choose one. . actually i've made my choice but i just cnt bear to. . gotta keep reminding myself, my aim is 3 Bs for this sem and all the following sem. . i gotta put it down for the time being man ! seriously seriously. . really hope to survive thru my projects once again. . and then i cn start on revision ! i need a time table ! arghhh !!! oh well shall plan it SOON !
the formation is finally out but still not completed. . somehow they learn fast BUT they gotta start polishing their moves ! well well well =D
anyways individual assignment all done ! whats left is grp project and it sucks ! i simply hate grp projects ! coz its really taxing. . im dead ! i really gotta let go. . somehow, between the 2 i gotta choose one. . actually i've made my choice but i just cnt bear to. . gotta keep reminding myself, my aim is 3 Bs for this sem and all the following sem. . i gotta put it down for the time being man ! seriously seriously. . really hope to survive thru my projects once again. . and then i cn start on revision ! i need a time table ! arghhh !!! oh well shall plan it SOON !
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 '
so long nv post liaoz. . well life has been the same. . went korea in dec, came back on 1st jan, skl started on 4th jan. skl will be as busy as ever plus all other commitment i have. . dun even dare to think abt the days ahead. . sians... life has been terrible because of the the emotional stuff im going thru and i really cnt find a place to vent it all out. . well well well... but everyday when i wake up, i just forget all abt it. . dont know how long i cn stand. . someday i will burst, just like whn you blow too much air into a balloon, it will eventually burst. . anyways sth i just dun get it.......
volunteering :
To do charitable or helpful work without pay. .
is it that i misunderstand this ? or izit that pple forget the meaning of volunteering ? whats with all these lil fights and quarrels ? arent we suppose to help one another ? to tide things over ? to give help together as one ? im lost, i need directions, clear directions, i need to know the purpose. . as time passes by, i seem to lose everything, all the aims and goals and everything ! whats left ? i duno. . izit that the pple ard me are changing ? or izit me that is changing ? or mayb im left alone while everyone changes together ? struggling to survive.........
volunteering :
To do charitable or helpful work without pay. .
is it that i misunderstand this ? or izit that pple forget the meaning of volunteering ? whats with all these lil fights and quarrels ? arent we suppose to help one another ? to tide things over ? to give help together as one ? im lost, i need directions, clear directions, i need to know the purpose. . as time passes by, i seem to lose everything, all the aims and goals and everything ! whats left ? i duno. . izit that the pple ard me are changing ? or izit me that is changing ? or mayb im left alone while everyone changes together ? struggling to survive.........
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Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and...
I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play).
so basically, im kinda crappy and i will term myself as cockster(new word i learn).
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Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and...
I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play).
so basically, im kinda crappy and i will term myself as cockster(new word i learn).
These are my commitments:
St Anthony's NEO CATECHUMENAL WAY
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