Monday, March 8, 2010 '
holidayssssss............
okays i wanted to post this ytd but i just didnt feel like sitting in front of my lappy. . anyways im having holidaysss ! like finally !!! but im so not interested to see my results =( marketing sure gone case ! =( damn sad man ! wahlao ! hais ! i got A for marketing CA but exams..... hais... hmm... hopefully the markers can give me credit for bullshitting and cock talking ? *praying* back to main point. . now that exams are over, hopefully i can watch all the movies i have in my lappy, watch all the dramas i wanted to, and train my stamina ? hahs ! oh ya ! and i aim to update this dead blog for at least once a day ! woots ! okays actually this is gonna be a long post bcoz thr is really so much going on in my life ! i mean so much changes ! well, i shall post everything one by one. .

firstly, as said above, things i wana do. .

secondly, okays this is sth i have mixed feeling about. . okays im kinda excited about my bro's wedding nxt wed BUT im oso a bit upset. . for those who knows what happen you know lah arh. . at first chased out, next kinda kena push to be the bad person, thn no money to continue studying after DMS so yeah. . quite pissed off !!! for those who do not know, yupps, my brother is officially getting married, nxt wed, 10 march 2010. . okays not official official but going for ROM. . quite excited about it, coz i HAVE NEVER been to such events ! so COOL right !? hahs ! anyways be sure to catch those photos nxt week ! hahs ! i shall upload on my fb ! woots ! yupp im kinda like the "camera women". . hahs !

lastly, its about my future again. . i was thinking, since i dun have the money as said from my dad, then i should start working after i graduate and save up. and since im the one saving up and paying for my own studies, i really wan to go overseas !!! but will i be that brave and independent ? looking at vanessa leaving, im really really really _____ . i reflected and realise i not very sure about leaving. . thr is sth that is pulling me back. . sth about me that im scared. . i lack the determination, the courage and everything else. . it just came to me that its really not easy. . but i really wan to be independent, to be able to go out thr to see the world alone, to face every obstacle that is coming my way alone. . i have been too reliant, relying on my mom and my brother. . lotsa simple things regarding my CPF, my education, my application to schools after O lvl, registering to marathon etc etc, i depend on my brother. . and my everyday life includes my mom. . i really cant do without her. . BUT I NEED TO BREAK AWAY FROM THESE ! can i ? *doubting*





 
YO peeps ! My Name is Wan Cin Lee.
Im 18 and Im From XNPS, JWSS and...
I have an elder brother who teaches me how to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong(i still duno how to play).
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